love kills

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by jcat, Oct 27, 2007.

  1. jcat

    jcat Staff Alumni

    she's going to eventually be my demise. i love her so much, but everytime we talk i end up falling deeper into my depression. when we are talking i am fine, but later i end up free falling.
    she's killing herself and there's not a dam thing i can do. she is shooting speed and she knows what it is doing to her. but she keeps doing it.
    her hurting is killing me. she asked me what she has to do for me to hate her. i've thought about it and the only thing she could do is kill herself. and that would kill me.
    the love i feel for her is killing me.
    i thank her for showing me that i can love, and be loved, care and be cared for.
    love kills
  2. smackh2o

    smackh2o SF Supporter

    Ouch man :(
    I feel your pain.