My Soul Mate, who I've been having some trouble with lately, talked to me last night. She asked me if I still had romantic feelings for her. I told her she's been in a relationship with another guy for 7 months. I've been trying to move on. But I told her I still love her and always will. She said it didn't matter. She said "I have my boyfriend now<3" She said "Love's too strong a word to use for my friends. I don't know how I feel about you" She told her boyfriend I told her we were meant to be, and he hates me. I bet she didn't tell him everything she told me. I lost my soul mate. No reason left to live. Fuck it.