I don't mean to hijack your thread or anything but I came her to post about love too. I saw this thread and thought it would make a better reply than a new thread.
I fell in love with a girl that was my best friend. Or at least, she was supposed to be. She knew how I felt about her and yet never respected my feelings at all. She'd tell me about guys she was sleeping with and flirt with guys when I was right there. The worst part is she would always lead me on. Telling me there "was a chance" that her and I could end up together.
When I felt hurt and saddened by how she would act, she would insult me. Saying I was a needy, whiny baby. She called me a pathetic jealous loser and would laugh at me for crying. Then she went on to say how there was never any chance of me and her being together and that she never said there was. She lied and lead me on...friends don't do that. When one of our friends asked her why she didn't seem to care at all she simply said "I don't coddle people's unreasonable sensitivity."
I still love her and wish that she cared about me enough to care how much she's hurting me. Even today she still insults me behind my back to other people (she doesn't talk to me anymore, she says I need to beg her for forgiveness for getting "emo" and jealous).
She's made me feel like this horrible person. I feel worthless and often think the world would be a better place without me. One less scumbag. At this point I wonder if I did it, how she would react. She'd probably just laugh.