I contemplate life and Suicide/suicidal-ness a tragedies.. I don't think it is so much we want our life to end, but we want the pain, stress, unbearable feelings, memories (could be one or all or even more than what I've just noted) and etc to stop, so we think... "Well, if I have no life, I'll not have this" .. But this isn't the best way guys, you'll all be in my thoughts and payers that you'll find the hope and strength to carry on.
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