HI I just need someone to talk to. My mom commit suicide five months ago. Two weeks after she passed away, I lost my grandfather, who was the only father figure I had in my life. He could not deal with my mom's death and stopped eating and taking his medication. My mom did what she did because of something I said. I blame myself for both of their deaths. This has turned my world upside down. How long does somebody feel grief, guilt, depression, total emptiness, and all of the other feelings that come when something like this happens? I sometimes feel like doing what my mom did. I have nightmares and keep seeing everything happening over and over again in my head. Is this normal? When will it stop? Everyone close to me thinks that I should be getting over it and getting on with my life, but I don't know if I can. Has anyone gone through this? Thanks to anyone who answers.