I don't know where to start. I'll just begin by saying there's this guy I've always hated, and he's always been in love with me. It's been so bad that it came to a point where he'd leave parties when I arrived and he'd cry about me with friends. To be honest this made me dislike the guy even more. Then something strange happened. During classes in school I'd stare at him a lot and he'd look back and enitre periods went by where we'd just be looking at eachother secretly. Well I started liking him, and even more so after a school trip. Anyway, I couldn't confess because my ego was too damn big and my friends really find him a loser. I don't mind that now at all, since over the past holidays I've been cutting off from my friends. But now the guy has a girl friend and she's gorgeous. I'm too late for anything if I was even thinking of confessing. I don't even know if it's even the right thing for him to be with me, considering my attitude in the past. Also, he definitely thinks I like him now suddenly because he's seeing someone and because he's completely changes the way he looks and acts for me. But I liked him for longer than anyone can possibly guess... Sorry for the huge ramble I know I should just deal with it etc. Just writing as a relief really.. comments are welcome however. xoxo LC.