Hiya all
Well since my last visit, I been trying to pretend all is ok. It isn't. After nearly 5 months of uncertainty (my hisband disappeared in August last year) I finally read a message left on Stumble Upon (an add on for firefox for those that don't know) form my husband telling me it is definately IS all over.
What can I say? I am grieving. I am heartbroken. In the last 4 years I have been through so much. "We" have been through so much. Now, it's all gone.
I have lost my best friend, my lover, my companion, the very person I wanted to grow old with.
I am on a self destruct mission now
Several large vodkas, 2 bottles of wine. I have diclofenac, ibuprofen, warfarin, aspirin, paracetamon, fragmin injections, co-codamol.
The list is longer than that. Time to say goodbye
I want to say a massive thank you to everyone here, you've all ben more than kind to me in the past.
God bless you all, and goodnight xxxxxx
Well since my last visit, I been trying to pretend all is ok. It isn't. After nearly 5 months of uncertainty (my hisband disappeared in August last year) I finally read a message left on Stumble Upon (an add on for firefox for those that don't know) form my husband telling me it is definately IS all over.
What can I say? I am grieving. I am heartbroken. In the last 4 years I have been through so much. "We" have been through so much. Now, it's all gone.
I have lost my best friend, my lover, my companion, the very person I wanted to grow old with.
I am on a self destruct mission now
Several large vodkas, 2 bottles of wine. I have diclofenac, ibuprofen, warfarin, aspirin, paracetamon, fragmin injections, co-codamol.
The list is longer than that. Time to say goodbye
I want to say a massive thank you to everyone here, you've all ben more than kind to me in the past.
God bless you all, and goodnight xxxxxx