Does anyone feel that ever since you got depressed, its only getting harder to get out because things simply go wrong. I mean, even if you muster some optimism and strength and try for something youd usually do easily, every possible circumstance will make you fail. Even when youre so low you need just a little simple thing to push you, so you can say you did something, it will just become so complicated until it is all a chore. You can know its your fault somehow and try to be reasonable but at some points you wonder if people can just get cursed. And it just gets worse and worse while you get more and more exhausted until going to the store is a dreaded activity that makes you feel petrified and your bed seems like the only safe place you dont want to leave.