lurking...

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by xpsyuvz, Aug 29, 2008.

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  1. xpsyuvz

    xpsyuvz Active Member

    Hi.
    I've been lurking...

    There's too many posts to read here. But so many that seem to echo my feelings...

    I've fantasized about suicide for the past 20 years, but I'm way too afraid to do it -- so, for me, I guess it's not really a real threat.


    My main problem seems to be that really powerful, sadistic voices are attacking me. (But I'd say depression alone is enough for wanting to die.)
    Aside from experiencing episodes of psychotic, total hell, the voices also keep me from sleeping long periods of time, and that leads me to trying to knock myself out through alcohol/etc. (I think the alcohol is then what causes my panic feelings).
    (I'm kind of attracted to the Substance Abuse forum...)


    Anyway, I'm quite a loner, but I also wish I could help others.
    Feeble attempt: Hey, you know what? Occasionally something might just happen that makes you smile?
    In the meantime, I think I'll take a handful of those sleeping pills... (Just for sleep, okay?)
    :)
     
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  2. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum.
     
  3. Robin

    Robin Guest

    Welcome to the forum :)
     
  4. xpsyuvz

    xpsyuvz Active Member

    gentlelady and Robin:

    Thanks for the welcomes.
    See ya around.
    Well, I might just be lurking, though. (...Issues...)
     
  5. ItThing

    ItThing Well-Known Member

    O_O IT LURKS
    lol, welcome to SF, don't be ashamed we're delighted that you don't want to kill yourself, and we are all ready to help you be happy. Just PM me if you ever need to talk.
     
  6. Anju

    Anju Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forum, glad you decided to stop lurking :laugh:
     
  7. The_8th_Wonder

    The_8th_Wonder senior Member

    Welcome, happy to see you registered.
     
  8. Nyu

    Nyu Well-Known Member

    Heya :hug:
    Glad to see you here... I lurk alot too :laugh:
     
  9. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Hey,good to see you around. Welcome to the forums :)
     
  10. Colourful

    Colourful Well-Known Member

    Hey! welcome to the forums!

    xx
     
  11. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    welcome to the forum :arms:
     
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