im tired of feeling the way i do. theres never a moment in the day that i feel happy or even content. no matter what im doing whether it be something i love doing i always have deppressing thoughts. i didnt feel like this ever before. i used to be happy about life i used to enjoy making my freinds laugh and myself laugh. but recently laughter is one of the last things i do because most of the time im feeling like shit.i obsess ober shit that hasnt happened or didnt happen. i try to find things that can make me feel Some joy but i end up just thinking of shitty my life is. it just sucks!!! i feel i have no true friends anymore. I feel i cant trust any of them with this kind of stuff so i come here today to see if i can find some sort of help.