I thought everything was fine but I just can't take this anymore! These feelings are so intense, so impulsive! I have no reason to feel like this but I just do! I think I am fine and wouldn't change myself for anybody. I have made a perfect plan for suicide, its flawless. All I need is time to be away from my parents - they are a little clingy - its really annoying. I am starting to have doubts because I wonder what will happen after I die. Im not concerned about those I am about to leave behind, they're not my problem after all they are old enough to wipe their own tears. ImBefore I do this, I want to talk to someone for advice. Does anyone know whether I can get the opportunity to talk to someone in real time (like a chatroom sort of thing) It would be appreciated.