I'm pretty sure being the absolute and complete abnormal loser and freak that I am, the only way I could ever get a girlfriend/wife for myself is if my parents set me up with somebody from my home country, India. I'm sure the only initial reason she'd be interested in someone like me is to get American and Canadian citizenship from myself. I know that would likely be her ulterior motive. But we see many times, at least in fiction, that couples hook up for these "greedy" reasons but eventually really do fall in love with each other. That might happen with myself, who knows? Or she'll leave me pretty soon for a much more better person than myself, god knows they wouldn't be hard to find when you compare anybody to myself. She'd probably leave me even when divorce is very taboo in Indian society, especially among women. Would any of you "risk" being alone for the rest of your life or would you go for a "mail-order bride", if you had the chance? I know its an offensive term and that term doesn't exactly fit what I'm talking about here. I know there are many who become alone for their whole life, these people that don't want to be alone, but have to be because of financial, mental, etc. issues. At least I have my parents to set me up with someone if all else fails....better than nothing, right? I think that would probably be my only hope. And even then, who knows if that would make me happy? I think I would need a family after I move out of my parent's house and away from my little-brother. I have this gut feeling that when I move out into an apartment and I am all alone after a while, I'd definitely want to commit suicide. I'm certainly not an outgoing person and be able to get friends to keep me company. Maybe getting a family would want to keep me here after my parents and little brother are gone from my life.