I think my life is officially over. I have fucked up my personal life and my business life beyond all reason. I cannot get a job. I face the possibility of prison time and I do not see my way out of this. I am not knowing what to do. I just had a job interview that I flubbed beyond all reason. He asked me to explain why I had 6 jobs in 8 years and I could not give a coherent explanation. I am taken aback by my lack of formal planning and why why I cannot make any of this work. I have no money no friends and no real support system. I have fux=cked up beyond all reason. Life is not supposed to be easy but I cannot make this right! I cannot make this right. I had one last chance to get this together and here I have fucked it up already. I have no chance to get thsi right! jesus jesus I wish I had the wherewithall to pack it up all up and run away or to at least end it all. I am just a sociopath/fuck up. Please please I pray to God for someone to help me out of this terrible place. The interviewer asked for references and I cannot give him any good references. All the people that I have worked with would explain my true history! How the hell do I sell this big plate of crap. I think my only option to run away to start over and become a *****/pimp until I die.