i feel so alone, empty. life is to hard. i dont want to be me right now i want a break from myself. but i cant. im sobbing like a lil school girl. just sitting here thinking of ending it. i havnt slept much in days, havnt eaten much in days. i feel like harming myself or someone els 1 person in particular. or both! i want it to stop or at least slow down so i can think right.