Been on 8 dif antidepressants in 2015 in various combinations and dosages (currently 200mg Zoloft) Seen 3 dif psychiatrist before and after a stint in mental health facility- outpatient. Countless therapists but only the last 3 feeling they can't help me; one insisting the problem is chemical,another the same until finally suggesting in-patient. This makes no sense as I'm holding down a full time job. Which brings me to the actual issues... Husband and I both work full time and we are in ever growing debt just to pay the bills. College around corner for my eldest. I have 2 beautiful children and don't want to leave them. My husband really tries to be supportive but can't truly understand how sad I really am.