I do not desreve to toype this I do no dserve to talk to anhyone I do nost deseree to be cared fore I do not dsereve to be loved I do not deserve to wlak I dio not deserve to talk I do not deserve to hear I do not deserve to care I do not deserve to live I do not deserve to die I do deserve to ssuuffer I do deserve to feel pain I do deserve to be hurt I do deservet o be ckicked whem I'm down. I hate mysefl. I loathe mself. You should hate me. You should oatehe me. ou should kick me You whould hate me. SO much. That t's imposile to ghink about. I am horribel I havce secretts I am bad. I'm aa bad person. YOu have no clue at all. Nobody has. NOt even S. had. NOBODY EVER KNEW WHY I DESERVE ALL THIS PAIN . I deeserve to be lonely and alone. I do not deserve anything and the reason why I dont desereve.. I'm nto going to tell you rae anyon. I'll take it into my grave/ FUCK IT ALL.