Making my reservation to ctb

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by readytoctb, Jan 12, 2010.

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  1. readytoctb

    readytoctb Account Closed

    I had originally planned to go the day before my birthday which is in a couple of weeks. However a certain event a week ago made me think that maybe I should wait and see if she would come back. I don't think I can though, even if she would eventually return there is no way I can hold out the amount of time that it would take. Everyday is to hard, everyday is to painful, everyday I spiral further down into the abyss. So I feel today that I am back on the clock and there seems to be a sense of calm with that. The hurt has subsided with the knowing that the pain will end soon.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    So sorry you are feeling this way...would it help to share how you got here and is there anything I can do to support you...please PM me if I can help in any way...big hugs, J
     
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