i have been thinking that there are many forms of suicide that will cause less pain to loved ones. i dont understand how people can XXXX. i cannot imagine finding someone i care about in a bathtub with XXXX. on the other hand, if i die in what seemed like an accident, at least it would not be as tramautic for the people i know. i will try to leave this world without hurting anyone else, and causing the least amount of pain to the people i know. an accidental suicide at least protects the pysche of the people who are here, after i am gone.