male hormones

[ACRon]

Im a bit concerned about myself lately. I was wondering if any guys here understand what i mean by this

My worry is based on the level of testosterone i have pumping around my body, for a long time i had what felt like next to none, circumstances in my world forced me to be stronger because i always percieved myself as someone who got bullied. the last few days espescially and probably dating back as far as three weeks ago i've been having an unusually high amount of energy, anger, and sex drive. I am confused by this.

its a timely occurence considering I lost faith in someone very close a while ago, not a girlfriend as such but someone who i cared so much for i couldn't let her be near me due to the monster i seem to be turning into

the weight on my mind is so strong, its unbearable, i've completely insurged, the levels of hormones may not be testosterone though, Im becoming ever more secluded and distant. on the other hand though, prior to this change in season I was incredably low in energy, and unable to function. though now i have the ability to be strong, i think im better off, i feel like ive eaten all the pies. sorry to go on and thanks for reading but is there anyone out there who has had similar experiences who could maybe add some substance to my concerns with insight?

be much appreciated

sketches

 

[ACRon]

thanks y'all:laugh:

 

[asqy]

i'm sorry. i guess i dont really understand. =\

but i think you're using steriods? if that is so, all those feelings are associated with steriod use. but im not sure what else to tell you since i'm not positive about what you're talking about.

sorry :unsure:

 

[ACRon]

steroids no, boredom yes. im not sure boredom has that effect.

 

[smackh2o]

it is pretty easy to find out your testosterone level by having a blood test from the docs. What you describe doesn't sound like an imbalance though. It is a possiblity it has something to do with your hormones but it would be better to find out what caused the surge of energy. I think bigger levels of stress can affect hormones so I heard. Your best bet is to go to see the doctor about it if you are worried. If you don't feel up to it then scan the net and try and look for symptoms your having and see if you can find a clear link.

 

[ACRon]

thanks mr smack

stress could well be a part of it, there has been a lot of stressful decisions to make recently. i may well speak to the doctor on monday, or try to get an appointment atleast.

so not an imbalance, just a need survive on my own, i think its from the support ive been getting lately, people i think see that i'm getting better, and this time, im not getting ideas above my station. Im accepting who i am without bieng ridiculously false. I can also control my anger, i have more thoughts and more tension but it comes out in a more positive way. and i don't fear people like i used to. all that combined is a rush of releif for me, releif that people are actually begining to trust me a little more.

 

[Darken]

It could be sexual frustration and anxiety. that causes me to be really angery and aggressive. Where you could really fuck some thing up if you lose your temper. yah we need a way to relieve this anger. dunno how to though. its really tense inside.

 

[smackh2o]

Try not to get into that rut where people think you are getting better but you don't feel it. I'm in that place now sadly. I think Darken has a point, it could also be sexual frustration. It's good your going to the docs. A blood test can reveal loads about what is going on, but you might not even need that. Your doc might recognise the symptoms hopefully.
Let us know how you get on on monday or whenever you can get an appointment, i'm keen to know what the cause is.