The self help of suicidal thoughts that you speak of I heard about from a therapist. I think she was just trying to make me feel better, ha. But it does make sense. Her thought was that when you contemplate it so thoroughly and then dont go through with it, it's an accomplishment, something to that effect.
As for making it tabu. I think you wrote that its not a talked about topic. Its good that
@Dark111 brings it to light (play on words š). I see posts on Facebook for walks on suicide prevention and I really want to do them. I honestly feel like one of my sons is at risk. I dont want this to be about me. Hes so angry and like me, he may have inherited the gene. He doesn't talk about feelings, prime candidate right there. Life is not perfect for those with the imperfect families. Sorry my thoughts get scattered. I think this is an important topic.