Hi, just here to see if im not alone it things. im a 50 yo married guy with a 7yo boy who is the world to me, my wife offers no emotional support and my son is special needs. my career of 30 years really sucks these last few years. ive been cheated on and had desire for my friends wife looking for some affection. i started to drink more often but dont have a problem with it. walking out of my loveless marriege is not an option, neither is killing myself really but it dosnt stop me from feeling like doing it often especially when my wife is so un supportive.
i dont know what im looking for really other than to post and see what others can relate
i dont know what im looking for really other than to post and see what others can relate