@sunnypseudo at least ypu are still getting engaged i some projects and honestly I am jealous of your talent. I have nothing. Working in financial industry - can life get much more boring than that?!
I don't know what to do with my husband. I love him but I dont think im ready to live in celibate. I need to feel wanted. And loved. And i think this is what it is comming down to. Feeling rejected.
I wanted to leave at some point in the past but he said he can't imagine life without me. So i stayed and... nothing changed.
When we do have this rare "encounters" i feel like he is only doing it because he feels obliged. There is no real enjoyment. And I think it makes me feel even worse...
As I said.. I stopped trying
I don't know what to do with my husband. I love him but I dont think im ready to live in celibate. I need to feel wanted. And loved. And i think this is what it is comming down to. Feeling rejected.
I wanted to leave at some point in the past but he said he can't imagine life without me. So i stayed and... nothing changed.
When we do have this rare "encounters" i feel like he is only doing it because he feels obliged. There is no real enjoyment. And I think it makes me feel even worse...
As I said.. I stopped trying