massive trigger..i deserve to die.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by lost_child, Jun 5, 2008.

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  1. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    i did a bad thing. i see the images, i see what is happening. we shouldn't be playing that game. no. i'm sick as them. i did a bad thing. my older sister and brother, we shouldn't be playing the game..is that why that hate me. its bad. not this, i deserve a bad bad badbadbadbdbdb dearth. i deaserve to die. bad death. naughty child, nauthgy dirty chuild. die stupid. die. die die die
     
  2. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Children often do things we as adults know better than to do. They are inquisitive and curious and sometimes it leads them to explore in forbidden territory. This does not necessarioly mak the child bad. Please don't confuse curiosity with acts of badness. Treat yourself with kindness. :hug:
     
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    There are many explainable reasons why we do something we are not proud of...that does not make us bad ppl...please find some space to be more compassionate towards yourself...big hugs, J
     
  4. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry I just paniced sorry, I shouldn't have posted what I did. I am sorry.
     
  5. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I am glad you posted what you did. You needed for it to come out. That is part of why we are here. A place for you to feel safe in saying things you can't say anywhere else. Please don't apologize for how you feel. We do understand. :hug:
     
  6. Gunner12

    Gunner12 Well-Known Member

    Don't be sorry for posting that. It's better that you posted it here so it won't be able to grow inside of you and take you from the inside out.
     
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