I realize that all my posts seem to revolve around me, for that I am very sorry. Sometimes the hurt is so deep in other people's posts that I don't know how to respond. I am sorry for that also. I wish I could say something to each and everyone of you that would help you battle this overwhelming sadness we feel. Please know that I care about each and every one of you even though I don't always show it. Suicide is a tough subject and I hate that we have to deal with it. May all of you find a little bit of peace.