Hey everyone... I just snapped at myself...again. However, this time I took a screwdriver (small one, though), and stabbed myself in the leg. I didnt think much of it, until I felt liquid running down my leg, which was the blood from it. This was at work, when I was left alone. It was like all emotions just exploded; I cant stand this pain anymore. Now i am alone, typing this message thinking of what has happened. I really do not want this to continue anymore. Its only going to be a matter of time until i snap at myself again; except next time will probably be worse. Some of my coworkers also know about this now, and want to "help" me. The problem is they cant. I cant express my emotions to them; or anyone for that matter. I just want to be left alone, roll over and die alone. That will be the end result, anyways, so why not just end it sooner? Seriously. If I wasnt here, someone better would be in my place instead.