So this is the second attempt I've made in 3 weeks, before that I made a couple attempts about 5-6 years ago, and right now I am still in the middle of this. I don't know what to do, or even if I should care to do anything about this. I am not going to take any more, but what I have taken, <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>, will maybe do the trick. Thing is, it can take a few days to go into full effect, and it's been about 7 hours now. My body is in shivers, and I feel rather cold no matter what temperature the room I am is. I've been told to go to the hospital by an online friend but I don't wish to. I have no desire to be put yet again into a mental hospital for who-knows how long, and to be kicked out of my college, let alone the more fuel this will give my family to hate me. When I first made the attempt, it was my soul purpose to make this the one to end it all, but now I just don't know. I have no desire to live; every time I actually give into hope and try to make things better it always gets worse. Every time it does. I'll be on the Chatroom at least for a little while, I don't want to be alone but... The dose I took is very potentially lethal, so I guess this could be goodbye. Sayonara, everyone, maybe you'll have better luck pushing through all of this than I did.