Maybe bye

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cult logic, Mar 17, 2009.

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  1. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Well I now have a precious few moments to kill myself, so this is goodbye if I don't fail or get caught.

    Bye! :smile:
     
  2. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I got the courage! I took the od! Let's hope it works.
     
  3. BioHomocide

    BioHomocide Well-Known Member

    Well I don't know what to say. I can't say good luck because thats against the rules. But blah blah blah. I hope what ever happens, you end up happy with your decisions.

    Trying hard not to be a hypocrite......but it's so hard!
     
  4. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Brandon, please let us know how you are doing...and try to post about what is going on so that we can be there for you...big hugs, J
     
  5. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    Brandon....this can not be the end. There are better days ahead. Call 911 now!!!
     
  6. emma2

    emma2 Well-Known Member

    please let us no how are you doing? please call 999/911..
     
  7. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    :(

    why do people go off line and leave us all worried.. i mean, if brandon would have sticked around a little bit longer online, he might thought a bit different about things...

    I hope you are ok :hug:
     
  8. wunderwood

    wunderwood Well-Known Member

    maybe because they really want to die
    :dunno:
     
  9. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    i dont really believe that..
    I think they just want things to stop.. things to change, for the better..

    but i could be wrong
     
  10. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Please don't do this :(

    Stay and talk to us, we might be able to help :hug:
     
  11. crookxshanks

    crookxshanks Well-Known Member

    im so sorry that you felt that what you had to do you did

    i really hope that you are ok and able to come back on here x
     
  12. Starlite

    Starlite Senior Member

    hope you are ok! :sad:
     
  13. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Brandon talk to us bud!! Have you been able to call 911? stay with us and talk to us.. keep your eyes open, throw some cold water in your face, Try and stay up right. Call for help now!!!
     
  14. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Great. I woke up.

    Feel like absolute shit, don't even have enough poills to try again.


    I made need to plan B, but it's gonna be messy.
     
  15. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    How about plan C?

    What's plan C? Letting people help you. We care about you, and you can get better. You just need to reach out. It will take less effort than plan B and the rewards are much greater.
     
  16. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    i got a perfect plan B for you!

    3 words; Please get help, (dear collin)

    really, you are way too young to handle things like this in the first place. You shouldnt, no one should, please allow someone to help you..

    :hug:
     
  17. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I could, but nobody cares that much.

    My sister says she wants me dead and my mom wants me to live with my abusive father because "she can't deal with this".
     
  18. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    well, a whole bunch of people on this forum do care, including myself..

    and so should you..

    you are so worth it sweety!
    :hug:


    *youre sister is just acting like a bitch because she is your sister.. she doesnt mean what she says
     
  19. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    It really doesn't matter to me anymore.

    I'm not even feeling that depressed.

    However, after I took the od I felt so great. Like nothing mattered. I just want to feel that again.

    Anyway I still feel like shit since this morning's attempt, so I'm going to give it some time before I attempt again.
     
  20. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

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