maybe goodbye

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by kitanai, Jun 4, 2010.

  1. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    i doubt anyone cares
    ive been thinking i shouldn't come here
    i get depressed just trying to make friends online
    not just here
    ive noticed in the past the overwhelming feeling
    that making friends online only leads to more depression
    cant do anything with them except flirt or complain how bad life is
    i come here in hopes of dodging sucidal thoughts but half the time i just stop and stare at a idol screen .its so lonely and im so tired of feeling alone
    i need some real friends
    but i dont know only friends i ever make have drug addictions
    and normally i dont find them fun
    maybe i should get back into drinking & dancing
  2. KittyGirl

    KittyGirl Well-Known Member

    Well... you shouldn't do anything harmful to yourself, but if you get upset by being online, maybe you should take a bit of a break?

    I feel horrible, coming online alot of the time-- but I've really got nowhere else to go. If you can go outside and do things, then you should!
    Have some fun and forget about online problems
  3. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    ditto i have no were to go . i would hang out at a club if i had a car or cash but i dont .
  4. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I hope you don't go back to drinking but dancing sounds ok...
    what sort of dancing did you do?
  5. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    drinking goes hand in hand with dancing no specific style of dance
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    try dancing with out the drinking it can be done and it is great exercise that helps with depression keep talking here people are kind here okay
  7. Prinnctopher's Belt

    Prinnctopher's Belt Antiquities Friend SF Supporter

    Dancing and drinking aren't the only ways to make friends. You can join a (sports/interest/activity) club or a recreation event in your community, volunteer at a non-profit, participate in festivals, protests, etc. Clubbing and drugging will, most often, leave you with friendships that are pointless, exaggerating your depression and unhappiness.
  8. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    wasn't going there to make friends just dance sports is out due to my knee and i have no intrest in anything you named but ty for giving some ideas i dont really club that much anyways past 10 yrs i only been clubbing once i used to go clubing more when i was a teen now im just a shut in but i wish i would go out and get me a gf among other things
  9. kitanai

    kitanai Well-Known Member

    yea my time has finally come
    i cant stand coming here anymore
    im just gonna go on with my miserable life
    either ill kill myself or i wont
    but this place is not for me

    love you sam
    thanks to anyone who tryed to help me

    no need for posts i wont see
  10. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    NO!! stay...i love you very much :cry:
  11. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I really hope you'll stay!!! :hug: