maybe im supposed to live?

i tried to hang myself on my birthday
i wanted to do it soo bad, because i thought that if my younger
brother could do it, i could. i was planning to do it where he had
done it. so that day was coming up.. and i put the noose so tight
that i could feel my pulse and my face was feeling really hot. i
got really scared and i started to panic. then i seen my other
brothers stash ( he smokes weed ) anyway there was a pair of big
scissors. i grabbed them and i eventually cut the cord. i was soo
scared and shakey. maybe i dont really want to die. who knows.

 

sent you pm. :hugtackles:

 

Welcome to SF. So very sorry to hear about your brother...but no need to follow. Stay with us and we'll be here for you. You can send me a private message anytiime.

 

I can understand how you feel as my daughter did the same thing, and I think like you too.

 

Read my after effects post "Time and tima again"

Samething you just did.

 

Yes you ARE supposed to live!!! You are precious! Your little brother's tragic death is not what is meant for you.