maybe im supposed to live?

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by dyingtoolive, May 9, 2009.

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  1. dyingtoolive

    dyingtoolive Member

    i tried to hang myself on my birthday
    i wanted to do it soo bad, because i thought that if my younger
    brother could do it, i could. i was planning to do it where he had
    done it. so that day was coming up.. and i put the noose so tight
    that i could feel my pulse and my face was feeling really hot. i
    got really scared and i started to panic. then i seen my other
    brothers stash ( he smokes weed ) anyway there was a pair of big
    scissors. i grabbed them and i eventually cut the cord. i was soo
    scared and shakey. maybe i dont really want to die. who knows.
     
  2. canis-lupis

    canis-lupis Well-Known Member

    sent you pm. :hugtackles:
     
  3. shades

    shades Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF. So very sorry to hear about your brother...but no need to follow. Stay with us and we'll be here for you. You can send me a private message anytiime.
     
  4. downunder

    downunder Well-Known Member

    I can understand how you feel as my daughter did the same thing, and I think like you too.
     
  5. yursomedicated

    yursomedicated Chat & Forum Buddy

    Read my after effects post "Time and tima again"

    Samething you just did.
     
  6. Yes you ARE supposed to live!!! You are precious! Your little brother's tragic death is not what is meant for you.
     
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