I have been living with the man of my dreams for a little over a year now. Up until a few months ago, I thought things were great. Apparently not. I love him more than anything. Today he left me; saying I am inconsiderate and selfish. I admit, maybe the last few months I let things go, and began not to care so much; but maybe a reason why? I work in a doctors office that the doctor has been doing some not so good things. A weeks and a half ago I lost a patient that was verty dear to my heart. Lately I have felt like I cant do anything right, at home or work. He's not happy because I don't notice he needs help, but what about me? A week ago I pulled a gun out of his mouth while he was tryting to kill himself. Then the next day he was fine, but its more for me to stress about. I begged him to get some help, even just talk to someone. But nothing, no attempt to seek any help. Well now its my turn. I have been strugling with work, and home, and babydaddy, and my house falling apart. I have been doing everything I can to keep the stress away from him. Today he tells me I'm worthless and leaves. Maybe he's right. Another failed relationship, another failure at life. Theres been so many lately I cant keep up. I don't usually try to make everyone happy, but lately all I have been doing is making everyone mad. I feel like everyone would be happier without me. He wont have to worry about me, babydaddy will have what he wants, and the stress from work will be gone. Everyone will be happy. It wouldn't be hard, wont even make a mess. <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>. I wonder if anyone would even notice I'm gone. Maybe when I dont show up to work people would wonder. I love him so much, I can't see how I've been so wrong. Everything Ive changed for him, and done. It means nothing now. Instead he's killing me all over again by sitting at his exgirlfriends house. When he's not mad he really is a good person. He's good to me and my son. Am I really the problem? Have I caused this to happen? Maybe I am the problem... maybe this is my way out.