Hi, I have no idea why I joined this site, I know what I'm going to do but. . . I don't know maybe I just want to be able to talk to some people who actually understand before I catch that bus(ticket purchased). I already posted in the suicide forum before posting here. Although really I don't know why, whenever I join these types of sites no one ever talks to me anyway. But I thought I'd take a shot at it anyway since it really would be nice to talk to and be actually honest with some people and just experience some I dunno. . .