been thinking a lot about being put on leave...possibly for good. everything hurts. i cry and i feel nothing. im tired and i cant fight anymore....i know a lot of u think that its all small problems compared to others but i cant keep acting like nothing is wrong. its killing me and if u dont believe that just look at me...the real me, not the fake shit i wear everyday just to keep everyone happy. see the real me and ull see a woman dying on the outside and the inside
