I've been trying to deal with all these new medical issues I got.. And am sorry if I've ever seemed desperate.. I'm trying to work out how I'm going to keep functioning.. Working with doctors, therapists, etc. I've been very sick for the past 2 weeks and need to get into a doctor. Seems like it's more a hassle just to get there. I set up medical transportation now but need to give them 48hrs advance. And now the weekend again. I'm now up at this early hour.. Fighting my pains. I went to bed real early. Have been lately. Just been so tired.. For some time the sickness was so bad I couldn't sleep.. First few days. Dispite how exhausted and in pain my body was. I couldn't think strait. I made a ton of mistakes. I'm just trying to get things together. I feel like.. Most times now my mental health problems are fairly resolved. With few here and there episodes of emotional outburst or intrusive thoughts. I been keeping a symptoms journal for my doctors and therapists. Sometimes it feels like I'm in such chaos I can't make sense of anything.