After repeatedly being told I'm worthless, and should just go and die, I am finally beginning to realise they're right. I'm not special or important. I'm nothing and nobody. I won't be missed or mourned so why bother any more. Maybe I can finally find peace. Find a way for the pain to end. I posted on here earlier and promised myself I'd do nothing until Monday, but I just cant face this anymore. I'm so confused and I just don't know what to do or who to turn to.