Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Xistence, Apr 6, 2008.

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  1. Xistence

    Xistence Well-Known Member

    Maybe it is best if I kill myself. I feel like I'm only bothering people. My online friends say they care, but I still feel like I'm a burden to them. I'm a burden to everyone. Well... the people who even notice that I am there. I am probably an annoyance to everyone here as well. :sad:

    Idk.. I'm too nervous to cut deeper.. but maybe I should.. I don't see why anyone would care..

    Things will be better off for everyone with me dead.
  2. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    Things will be worse with you dead, trust me. And you are not annoying anyone. If you are, no one will talk to you, and as you said you online friends say they care about you. Im one of them. And I speak in the name of all of them, im sure it is like im saying, and i say that we dont lie, if we say we care, then we care, we all know how is it to be pushed away, to be sad, depressed, suicidal, so we care for each other, and so we care about you, as you care about us. The problem is that we can not help each other, because we are all far away one from another, and this is the only way of comunication we have, but, we do care.
  3. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    And what do you think? I am not annoying because sometimes I can say some stupid joke? Oh yeah, but im not doing that to be fun or something, I do that because I think we can both feel better that way.
  4. Bigman2232

    Bigman2232 Well-Known Member

    Now I'm sure that you've probably heard that it doesn't matter what others think of you and that you should concern yourself with first making sure you care about yourself. Well as much as I think we need to like ourselves, I also believe it is equally important to know that someone else cares. Being a part of the Human species makes it this may. We are social creatures and even the most independent, shy, antisocial people still want to know that at least one other human being cares for them.

    I know it seems like you may be an annoyance to others but this is also part of being a social being. We lean on each other in our times of need. You lean on your friends and hopefully when they need help they know that you would be there for them. Sometimes it can become a lot to handle and with the fragile state of mind that having suicidal thoughts causes, we can misinterpret what others really think.

    I can relate to the questions you are asking yourself and unfortunately I don't have the answers. But maybe instead of ending it, make finding some answers your project for the week. It will at least give you something for the week. And hopefully you can find that indeed many care for you.

    One thing I know is that you will never be a burden to someone enough that they would want you dead.
  5. Ugly

    Ugly Active Member

    I agree with other reply, things will get worst for you if you kill yourselves.

    I am a rare case though, I'm ugly, and it doesn't matter if I live or die, all will be the same. I much prefer living than dieing even though that mean sitting under my bed crying.
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