So... I had an account before, but I think I made it when I was like 15 (or so) (I'm 20 now) so I hope it's okay I start over. I haven't been here in a while anyway. Though I guess it's sad how I keep coming back. I actually wanted to post in the crisis forum, but I don't know if I should. I haven't contributed anything myself. And I'm not even depressed anymore, will I piss people off if I just march in here with my "ordinary" problems? I know I'm in a crisis situation but I don't know if there's any point in complaining to strangers when I need actual help. But then again I think I've given up so there's probably no harm in posting here. I don't know. You can probably tell I'm confused. Hopeless too. But I'll listen to anyone, I do want to be helped. I just doubt anyone can, even I can't and I know what my actual situation is. ramble ramble ramble Please say hello. I feel like I don't exist sometimes, it'd be nice to have confirmation I do.