Hello. I have been wanting to die since i was 7, been thinking impulsive about it since i was 14 and i have been cutting my self all over since then. I burn myself, strangle my arms until they go blue, cut myself until i can't see my skin anymore by all blood and i always, always rip up my scars. I want to die so much. I have help, they are looking for a treatment home for me right know. But i don't know. Dying would be so wonderful. I am planning right know, checking upp facts, collecting and just enjoying. Sorry bout the english btw, english is not my first language.