Me and Suicide

[broken_mind]

Hi im new to these boards and ive just come round from another one of my "suicidal" moments which are becoming more frequent at the moment. It started 2 months back and seems to get stronger each "episode" i have.....unsure of how to deal with these feelings but i do scare myself on how strong they are becoming and the frequency of them.

Ive decided to join this forum in hope that in my very desperate times when im saturated in tears of desperation and feeling like nobody understands (seems to be every other night now), i can come here and somebody somewhere will help me through and stop me doing harm to myself.

Ive read a few of the threads and agreed on feelings i have in lonleyness and feeling shite, i just hope you will all be there for me when im having an "episode" and probably being irrational and i will in return always be here for you whenever you are feeling as low as it gets.

sorry for putting this in the wrong area, im new to these boards and i had no idea where to put it, it seems to cover so many topics....

stay safe
jackie
xx

 

[TearsDropBloodTrickles]

Heya! Welcome ^_^ Im sure everyone would be glad to help, theres always someone around to hold your hand, or be the shoulder for you to cry on. Somewhat virtually i must warn you, but i think we all prefer it that way... Or do we ? Hmm, i dont really wanna start that debate. But welcome, and anytime you wanna talk, just PM me!

x

 

[Forgotten_Man]

Well hello there, I joined for a similar reason myself. Just be weary though sometimes it is a little quiet around here.

I find the best couping method for dealing with my episodes. Is I go hide in the dark and curl up under some blankets and snuggle mickey-kun as I cry and hope that I don't snap. Generally I don't... cause I start thinking... just think about a random topic while curled up and you will be ok... it is ok I guess.

In any case welcome I hope you get what you are looking for.