PT Nawty step! I hope you feel so much better soon, I know you're going through a hard time but you need to listen and accept the support around you. I also know these dates with this lady didn't go as far as you would have liked and no further feelings have developed. Think of it as a stepping stone to the right one. The perfect love of your life that will come along. I guess you're missing your kids also, think they'll be back in your arms in no time :smile: . Pete your the life of the party mate and don't you dare think of dampening it :nono: Always Love You, Your adopted daughter.