me saad

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by AtomicsAsylum, Mar 19, 2010.

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  1. AtomicsAsylum

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    :asd::nerves::cry:

    me saad cos mumi wana hurt herselff mi no no wat tu to do

    kibo
     
  2. Vagrant

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    horrible writing, but are you ok ?
     
  3. AtomicsAsylum

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    oh shit one of my littles were out ( i have MPD/DID ):i'm sorry:

    Am not doing so good at the moment want to die so much right now
    things are so hard right now i tryed to talk to my psych the other day about it but it was like talking to myself
    she didnt seem to understand what i was talking about

    i feel so confussed :i'm sorry:
     
  4. Vagrant

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    Mmmmmmmhm.
     
  5. AtomicsAsylum

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    what is that ment to mean ?

    :mellow:
     
  6. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    *safe hugs* for you and Kibo.
     
  7. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    sending a :hug: to kibo and mumi :hug:
     
  8. AtomicsAsylum

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    Thanks Wildcherry and sparkle
    i know the littles shouldnt post here it just confusses members of the forum
    ill tell them to stop posting here

    Ella
     
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  9. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    No, it's okay! They can post. If I'm remembering right, it's in your sig that there are others.

    If the littles ever need anything or any help here, let them know they can PM me or put a visitor message up on my wall.
     
  10. AtomicsAsylum

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    Thanks wildcherry
    ill let them know they can post here and that they can pm you as well

    Ella
     
  11. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    hey :hug: im always glad to hear from you or them either as a visitor message or PM :hug: sending you lots of warm thoughts and love
    xoxo
     
  12. AtomicsAsylum

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    Thank you sparkle it means a lot

    am trying to keep myself safe at the moment but i don't feel safe
    there nothing here i can take and all my meds are locked away by my husband
    but we have access to blades and that my husband dont lock away the blades because we both self injure and he feels it a coping mechanism

    i also have my nieces here staying for the weekend so i cant do anything any way

    Ella
     
  13. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Is there anything you can do that serves as a distraction?
     
  14. *sparkle*

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    hey :hug: we can try to serve as a distraction :hug:

    please try not to use the blades :hug: see if you can find distractions or talk to us instead

    ellie
    :hug:
     
  15. PandorasToybox

    PandorasToybox Well-Known Member

    Maybe take the kids out somewhere? To a park maybe? That might work =)
     
  16. AtomicsAsylum

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    will take the kids to the park tomorrow there getting ready for bed
    am trying to keep busy with being on line and am listening to some music
    to see if it will help

    Ella
     
  17. AtomicsAsylum

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    Cant sleep so many things going around in my head right now
     
  18. ASolitaryBlue

    ASolitaryBlue Well-Known Member

    like what? talk to us we'll help you try and sort things out :hug:
     
  19. AtomicsAsylum

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    Thinking about how life would be better for everyone if i wasnt here
    ways to kill myself
    imagineing my funeral

    what going to happen to my husband if i die

    Ella
     
  20. PandorasToybox

    PandorasToybox Well-Known Member

    Think of your children as well. They most definitely would NOT be better off without their mother. We wouldnt be better off without you :love:

    Im impressed as well that you allow ur children access on here; you've remembered that they need support too. I applaud you for that. Wish my mother had done that ..
     
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