Constantly getting yelled at and on to . I don’t know how I keep fucking up but I’m doing something . Like I’m looking for my brush this morning and I guess I was being too loud or noisy but I did something I got yelled at , I guess I didn’t need to look for it tat that moment. I was craving a burger last night I know I hardly ever do but when I do I always get nations and thier ole burger so we ordered and than I got questioned why I got it and that’s weird and something must be up with me because it was very not normal ( even tho I felt it was) ... didn’t want to be yelled at again so I just switched it to grilled cheese. . I mean I like grilled cheese too and maybe I was being weird. Sometimes I get in moods and need to be told to snap out of it I dunno.
I brought up a question this morning cause we were talking about it yesterday and I got yelled at :/. The question I guess was random??? Was about phone getting fixed because it was supposed to be done today so I asked about it .....but maybe it was a weird time to bring it up ,
See I just don’t think , like I always clumsy and drop stuff or bump into things or like I cut myself accident this morning . Got yelled at like I know I know
I need to be more careful , I always just seem to annoy people.
Maybe that’s why I like it here with you guys y’all can’t be with me in physical. Form y’all don’t can’t get annoyed with me like that cause you cr see me be clumsy and shit
I’m always getting depressed and crying at the wrong times or it’s a bad moment so I need to wait or suck it up . What I been doing a lot
Waking up at 2 or 3 am going to the bathroom and just crying my eyes out for an hour
I hate letting people down I hate being a bother it’s just not working !
Such a waste of life....ahh fuck it. Just ignore all this I talk too much