im so angry at myself... no.. more disappointed... I just wish i could be the real me... the true me! to everyone.... im sick of hidin behind all this shit I just want people to like me for who i am, and not for what i seem to be! which sounds so stupid... like now.. on chat... i wish i could answer people honestly... tell them what i realy am thinkin... or what im really feelin... it sounds so uckin stupid!!! I mean, why should i care what people think of me?? why should i try all the time to please them... do what they think...say what they think..and agree with it, even though, every part of me is screaming out inside to say no... to disagree!! Fuck... and its so petty and stupid what im annoying myself over right now... But why?!?! i just wanna be me!