So, I stopped taking the latest medication I was put on. I kept passing out when I would get the least bit warm. I was on another before that and broke out in this horribly itchy and red rash.. The one before that killed my sex drive (lack of sex is a big reason Im so depressed at times). The one before that, heck I cant remember.. The one before that worked great but stopped working and I was at the max dose... Before that I was off meds for two years (well only taking as needed medication and not a daily pill). All the meds either: break me out in a rash, make me loose what little sex drive I have, make me so ill that I throw up every few minutes, keep me asleeping 20 plus hours a day, wont let me sleep at all, and when I do sleep I wake up screaming... Not to mention those other side effects like weight gain (im too fat as it is I dont want to get even bigger)... Nothing works well on me for long and 99% of the medication (only one I have tried didnt make me ill) cause me very horrible side effects.. Also I get no help from therapy.. Anyone have any advice on effective treatment?