Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh. Sitting here in the fecking heat not wanting to be here. Wanting to cut practically every day. Just wanted to stay in bed all day today. Didn't wanna move. Just felt .............. empty. Am so damn angry, how people can treat other people like that i don't know Theres nothing i wouldn't do to that person right now NO ONE lays a finger on anyone i love or care about and gets away with it! Meh, don't know shit anymore. Just wanna run away. Never stop running. Run away from it all. Want to go home.