WTF can't i have one fecking good day. Feck sake!! Today was a GOOD day. Now fecking hell! urgh i just feel shit. Feel like doing alot of shit and i don't know if i can stick it out tonight. I'm fecking sick of felling like this. Flushed the pills and wish i hadn't. Make me feel safe. Not like i ain't got pills in the house.

WTF do i keep doing this. I don't fecking get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gonna fecking snap!!

WTF do i keep doing this. I don't fecking get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gonna fecking snap!!