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Izziebabystar

Well-Known Member
#1
i dunnno why im posting in here but yeh
i dont know anymore
thins seem to be at a loe
i love my bf to bits i realy do
but im bringing up subjects he doesnt want to talk about
and its getting him worked up
but like yeh
im feeling realy alone latly like theres noone i can turn to again
and i dont know why
but im gettig more and more suicidal each day again
i cant pin point why
i just want to give up and stp fighting

but theres this girl
omg is she amazing
i love her with all my heart and always will
and i know if i give up then shell follow me
and i cant let such an amazing person lose there life beacuse of me
im not realy worth it

i realy suck at relashionships but yeh
i cant see a good thing when ive got one
and im scared of getting to close so i screw it up

oh another thing
i feel realy usless when it come to sexual stuff
i mean i can please my partner easy
but for some reason i cant cum
doenst mattee what we do
ill get almost to the point and then itll just stop
so yeh that adds to my uslessness

there was this guy last night called tom
hes an ex of mine from yearrs ago
but he asked for a hug and i gave him one
then he asked for a kiss adn i sed he hasnt gt one
and then he pushed himself on me
:(
i cant even protect myself im usless
 

snowraven

Well-Known Member
#2
Read a lot of your posts Izzie and you come over as someone who is really caring. Shame you seem to have so much trouble in your love life. You seem quite unsure about a lot of things and should maybe not rush into love so quickly. Allow things to develop in their own time and start to love yourself a bit more. Stand up for yourself as well. Best wishes.S.:smile:
 

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