I'm just feeling bad, and it won't go away. I've spoken to someone I know, but they just said "Cheer up". I mean, for fucks sake, how am I meant to cheer up? I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me. Am I just meant to be like this? Is my brain just fucked up? Meh, I just don't know what to do. I know I should get proper help, but I don't see why they'd care about me - even my family hates me. I hardly speak to my friends and I can't do anything I used to enjoy, I cant even find the time to enjoy video games, something I used to have a laugh with at a friends house. My school work is falling, with my best subject just scraping passes, I used to enjoy school and get - not the best, but - pretty good marks. I used to be able to drown out my thoughts with music or watching a movie, but lately not even they work. Not that anyone will read this, but can someone fix it? tl;dr. I need help.