meh

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Oct 4, 2010.

  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    i cant help but wonder just how many times im going to do this.
    how many times we are going to argue..
    how many times your going to lose your temper with me.
    how many times your going to look at me with nothing but hate in your eyes.
    how many times im going to lock myself in our bathroom to get away from your anger
    how many times im going to sit there and cry how many times im going to cut myself
    how many times im going to numb out the pain at the bottom of a bottle of vodka or whatever there is..
    how many times am i going to pretend that its okay..
    how many times am i going to cover up bruises with make-up

    i cant do this anymore
    i wish it wasnt this hard.
    ill be doing him a favor.
    and everyone else for that matter..
    im sorry
     
  2. Perfect Melancholy

    Perfect Melancholy SF Friend

    Im sorry your hurting :hug:

    no one deserves that pain, and no one has the right to inflict that hurt on anyone x