Idk why. But the last couple of days I've just felt reallllly crap. Just down. Not suicidal or anything. Just kind of crying and stuff. Which I've been doing a lot. To start with, like a couple of months ago or whatever there was a reason now there really isn't. Well things are complicated but yh. I just feel like I'm being annoying to everyone and like noone wants me when that's really not that true. Goes from really crying a lot to really hyper and stuff. Then back down again. Urghh. Just urgggh.