Is it normal that I still have constant flashbacks of what happened to me over a year ago where I was in a coma for 9 days? The funny thing is that I don't remember much but I keep thinking about what other people told me about what happened to me. I'm obsessed with "filling the blanks" and I know I will never know the whole story. That bugs me a lot. Also, I sometimes have the urge to recreate the scenario where I go back into a coma. I think that deep inside of me, I am actually entertaining the thoughts and glorifying what I've been through, although I haven't admitted that to too many people. I just want to know if this is normal or is it something I have to process.